stuff from julie's blog... tests... that shit

Your Heart Is Green

Love completes you, but that doesn't mean you seek it out.When love comes your way, you integrate it peacefully into the rest of you life. Your flirting style: Laid back Your lucky first date: Walking around aimlessly and talking Your dream lover: Is both enthusiastic and calm What you bring to relationships: Balance

What Color Heart Do You Have?

You Have a Phlegmatic Temperament

Mild mannered and laid back, you take life at a slow pace.You are very consistent - both in emotions and actions.You tend to absorb set backs easily. You are cool and collected. It is difficult to offend you. You can remain composed and unemotional.You are a great friend and lover. You don't demand much of others.While you are quiet, you have a subtle wit that your friends know well. At your worst, you are lazy and unwilling to work at anything.You often get stuck in a rut, without aspirations or dreams.You can get too dependent on others, setting yourself up for abandonment.

What Temperment Are You?

You Are a Martini

There's no other way to say it: you're a total lush.You hold your liquor well, and you hold a lot of it!

What Mixed Drink Are You?

Candy Cigarettes

You're a total badass, but you don't taste very good.

What Kind of Candy Are You?

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

What's" Your Reputation?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 40% Good and 60% BadSure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

HAHAHA!!!!!! I TOLD u i wasnt bad... gosh

You Are Chocolate Caramel Kiss Lip Gloss

Saying that you're one of a kind is ... well ... an understatement.You're unusual, quirky, wacky - and you love to challenge people. And you are a total trendsetter. Your friends are quick to copy your fashion and music tastes.Which is why chocolate caramel is your perfect flavor. It's as rare and outrageous as you are.

What Flavor Lip Gloss Are You?

Your Vibe is Super Sexy

You feel 100% sexy at almost any momentAnd this inner sexiness really does boost your appealYou're confident, playful, and outgoingYou know what you have to offer - and you're proud of it!

How Sexy Is Your Vibe?

hmm.... w/e.... *looks absolutely confused*

You Are Bad Girl Sexy

Girl, you are nothing but trouble. And that's hot.You've got the classic bad girl sexiness mojo going on.And your badass attitude makes men fear you - and crave you.Don't give into people who say to tone it down. You're perfect as is.

What Kind of Sexy Are You?

oh common... and i thought i got to be normal ... *sighs* o well, not like its a bad thing..... *winks*

Hey Dudes that went to school

hehehe i didnt. i'm at home ... sick.... wich sux, but atleast i'm home.... i wish i had some tylenol.... but blegh. so now i'm sitting here listening to solitude and snuggling with lazy fredrick. this song is so .... awesome.... but sad....but great..... but crappy....

o well. i'm just here to tell yall that i actually am sick and that's why i'm not attending school today. lofl.

SUCKERS.

*Sticks Tounge Out*

Hello,
*proper voice* How are you today? I'm doing quite fine. I'm listening to very pleasant music and ready to take on the world
*normal voice* now if by quite fine i meant, fcking tired and worn ou, and by 'pleasant music' i mean marilyn manson, Killswitch Engage, and otherrock/ metal, and if by 'ready to take on the world' i mean curl up in my room- then that would b entirely right!!!

hehe. 'flesh and bone by the telephone... lift up the receiver i'll make u a believer' 'for comfort for silence for the end of my broken heart' hehe. awesome songs ya know. talk about mood lighteners. *laughs uncontrolably for no aparent reason* 'i'm a black rainbow... i'm an ape of god... a rebel from the waste down.... i wanna ty mom i wanna ty dad.....' disposable teens.... of course, more manson. i wish i could type faster- then i wouldnt have to have all the stupid
dot-dot-dots. *bounces head around* 'in this hole that is me - the dead are rolling over' -mudvayne- happy. well, this post was seriously crappy and pointless so i'm going to stop b4 i break out killer confettie (dont ask)

Elaine

Silly Society

these r old lyrics... but i LOVE them


Cut my life into piecesI've reached my last resort, suffocation, no breathingDon't give a fuck if I cut my arms bleedingDo you even care if I die bleedingWould it be wrong, would it be rightIf I took my life tonight, chance are that I mightMutilation out of sight and I'm contemplating suicideCause I'm losing my sight, losing my mindWish somebody would tell me I'm fineNothing's alright, nothing is fineI'm running and I'm cryingI never realized I was spread too thinTill it was too late and I was empty withinHungry, feeding on chaos and living in sinDownward spiral, where do I beginIt all started when I lost my motherNo love for myself and no love for anotherSearching to find a love upon a higher levelFinding nothing but questions and devilsCause I'm losing my sight, losing my mindWish somebody would tell me I'm fineNothing's alright, nothing is fineI'm running and I'm cryingI can't go on living this way

hehe, they're awesome..... even tho on the song u can barely understand them

hehehehehe

awesomeness

Kobi... This Is All I Have To Say

ever known in your heart that u didnt mean a thing? ever felt the feeling of utter guilt, betrayal, misery, and distress 4 so long u just wanted 2 drain it all away? well that's y. bcuz i have.

and i would say so much more.... but i dont think i can.

My Current Situation

This is a post 4 Kris and whoever else cares. i say it's 4 kris cuz i told her i would post crud on my blog... TA DA

ok, so heres the thing.... i like JD, and i told Meet that. he got mad. then the next day he asked kris out. i dont think it's cuz he was getting back at me... but more, he liked her b4, and liked me as well, then when i had liked some1 else, he was comfortable asking kris out. i think they're the cutest couple, and i'm surprized that it didnt happen sooner

well, more bout JD. i like his personality. He;s cute, minus the nose, wich isnt horrible. But i'm not HEAD OVER MY HEELS, i just like him. quite a bit. not A LOT, not like i'm obsessed, but on the scale of 1-10 probably 8... my other b/f's were 10 or +, but hey, i thought i was in love w. them. and i think that right now, a light going, EZ, not in LOVE w. each other, cute, relationship would b best.

ok, theres also chance. i just adore him. he's really........ lovable. but i luv him in a diffrent way, he's like.... the person that u just luv 2 flirt w. and could have a fun relationship w/. but i dont want that from him. i would want 2 luv him, and yet i dont. it feels as though i can bcuz i've been hurt way too many times. and in a way i dont want 2 luv him, i want 2 b like.... idk. but it doesnt seem right. there's nothing bad about him. but he's diffrent around me. and about me. and i just dont know exactly where everything is w/ us. it's extremely peculiar.

not 2 mention i havent broken up w/ angel yet. but hey, i'm SO going 2........... ass hole
my brother said he was gonna put a brick through his head. = ) that makes me happy........... that my brother loves me that much. hehe

well, that's pretty much it, not much....,.

>=P,
Elaine

A Dream- what future?

lemme tell ya'll about a very wierd day dream i had 2day

ok, so it was sunday, and angel didnt come and c me. i went outside and i wrote a note. a suicide note. then angel came up right after i sliced my writst. he said hi, wussup. and i said back, "i love you" he looked kinda confused- like, then he said "i love u 2" but u could tell he wasnt xpecting me 2 just go out and say that. then i was like "maB u and Sadey'll b happy, and maB i'm over reacting" he got upset and was like "by" and so i waved, showing him the blood running down my arm from my vein. he was like "what the hell" and i said "no1 can make me cry, make me laugh- make me smile or drive me mad like u do" wich r the lyrics 2 his favorite song- "I Lost It" by kenny chesney. then, apparently my suicide notes were gonna b read 2 the certain ppl at the slam.... by my own request. so every1 i left a message 4 went into the slam 1st. meet wasnt gonna go in... and mrs poe said he didnt have 2 stay, but he had 2 go 2 the 1st part, and she held every 1 but Megan, Rachel, and Meet... she said "i know all of u know Carrie Becker- well on Sunday she ended her life. she committed suicide and she left messages 4 all of u." i saw a vision of Rachel crying, she was the 1st one 2, then Meet, and Megan was just in utter awe. i never saw the messages i sent them. i know that i told angel that i couldn't live w/ knowing that the man i love doesnt love me back, and Ronny Mitchel that i'm sorry i couldnt love him. o yeah, and meet that we could neer work out, and 2 take care of Rachel and every1, i dont intend 2 c u netime soon. throught the thing i constantly pictured tears running down Rachel's eyes... and also, megan looking utterly depressed and shocked and such. over the intercom they announced that ne1 who knew me would b permitted 2 wear their mourning cloths in my memory, announced my death date, said that kinda junk. and then lauren decl.... um.... however u spell her last name.... neways, poser was talking shet about how she's glad i'm dead. and either she got told off by ashley or kp broke up w/ her. and kobi got a letter in the mail in a black envelope saying my note 2 her... that suks... i hope i dont have ne more daydreams like that, cuz i was about 2 c what rach's note said and i dont think i wanna.................. death suks..... well i g2g help fold laundry (DAMNIT)